CHAPTER I – Genesis

He was exotic… I was single and crazy for new sensations. He was an asshole, I liked only assholes. He gave me what I thought I needed, I fell for an illusion.

Two years later, he came back, he called, I answered, we’ve met, I was not surprised to find him to be still an asshole and me still fallen for the asshole type. But… that day came when my feelings found my judgement and the brain cells won, leaving my heart empty and my soul disappointed by the fact that this life comes with no beautiful surprises. Even if the feeling goes away or stays under control, the memory does not erase those moments that lifted you up to the sky and made you the only one on earth for just a space second. I pick up every time the pieces of my broken heart and throw them in the back corner of my mind telling my self that it is just another experience that I must live and learn.

I take this as a lesson learned…

It’s just the Venus Atmosphere that clouds my mind and makes me fly so high and when it goes away the earth is pulling me to the ground with the light speed so hard that a heart attack looks like a walk in the park.

Will continue…