So things haven’t changed… I guess I kinda thought they wouldn’t change, but I had to try. It’s OK for a week to spend here, but more it’s like drinking death from a bottle with no end. I got still too much energy in me to spend it all getting annoyed by stupid, insignificant things that in my reality they just don’t exist or matter. I like this place in a way where they don’t appear or exist. This brings me to the final conclusion that (as somebody said) I was born to live alone. At least not with them. It is not funny that what I’ve chosen to do in life does not include them in any way, since in reality they are not even close to my future, and by God I hope they will never be. I will leave them as they are and move forward for I do not see my self drinking slow death and boredom anymore, at least not while I am still so young. I made a choice for something else for me a long time ago, and I am no going back. May it be here or there, or anywhere in this world, I have my rules, and those are the only rules I have ever obeyed. I know that blood can’t turn to water, but until it is graved that I am their blood I will keep my hope that I am not. It will make it easier to explain me being different. It is sad and lonely most of the times but I cannot help it unless I distance myself and keep on going as far as possible. So I guess it is time for the next destination.
What God put together humans just tear apart…